My day started off with a phone call from a friend saying that he’ll be late while I was still tucked inside my bed. Going to the men’s bible study is special and I’m privileged to be part of it, but I hate how I’m so unprepared all the time. How lacking in my part.

H-Game then became the highlight of the day, with so much team spirits and excitements, putting all of my worries and problems aside. It was fun. I love my LIFEgroup, JARHEADS. A group of strangers coming together in a united spirit, what a beauty.

We studied together and ate dinner and what not, and I got text messages from my mom, then from my dad, each with PTL news and encouragements. God makes me go through hardships, but I know he’s building me into a stronger person.

Then with a phone call that never finished its conversation, frustrating me to the limit. But I know I must be patient and not let emotions devour myself.

I know I’m cynical and pessimistic, but to see how my perspectives have changed throughout college so far, how can I not keep from singing praises to the God above.