I’m only taking 14 credits this semester, and it’s been one difficult one so far. Almost every class of my six classes have group projects and they’re consuming more time than ever. With the church commitments and school work, I’m feeling so drained each day, unable to keep up with all of my commitments. Although I don’t feel like I’m wasting much time, I’ve been eating less, sleeping less, to make up some more time.

As much as I don’t want to have a mindset of wanting this semester to just end now, grades that come out of the time invested aren’t helping either. I was crunched on time for a project and my mom wanted to talk to me… and I told her I’m sorry but I don’t have time right now. She sounded sad as expected, and I got frustrated by how I couldn’t even give her a few minutes to have a short conversation. Such a good son, eh. I also lifted up a prayer earlier but I just want to stop and drop things now. Oh, I’ve been literally dropping things too, my phone has a hole now and my laptop has a little dent on it. My weight is probably dropping these days too.